Garman Donates to American Heart Month/Make-a-Wish

Last week I had the pleasure of interviewing Annie B. Garman, author of Unexpected Grace: When Your Child is Born with Half a Heart. February is American Heart Month, and for February Annie is donating all of the proceeds from her book to both Samaritan’s Purse Heart Project, which arranges life-saving surgeries for children in medically disadvantaged countries, and Make-A-Wish. Today I have a guest post from Annie. 

Unexpected GraceFrom Annie: When I got pregnant in early 2010, I feared that something was wrong with our baby. Perhaps it was because I was meeting more and more parents of children with health issues. It felt like only a matter of time before it was our turn.

On March 29th , 2010 at the 20-week ultrasound, my biggest fear collided with reality. Less than a minute after we were told it was a girl, the doctor got quiet and somber. Something was wrong with our baby’s heart.

In the months following this, questions began to emerge in my heart. Was God just? Was God good? I had always believed He was, but for the first time I really wondered.

I prayed for a miraculous healing and even tried to have faith that He would do it (in case that was the missing ingredient). But when she was born with only half of a heart, we had to accept that God wanted to reveal himself in a different way than just performing a miracle. He wanted us to walk the path of having a child with a serious medical condition. I desired to steward the suffering well. I just didn’t know how I would.

Eight days after Gracie Garman was born, she was scheduled to have her first open-heart surgery. I woke up early that morning and as I got ready, I had a thought that was so loud it stopped me in my tracks. The thought was “You should write all of this down.”

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Annie B. Garman with her husband, Colby.

I immediately thought about all the parents in the hospital that I’d been with the past week. I thought about how desperately they needed the good news of Jesus to inform their thinking about their current situation. I wanted at that moment to record all that we were about to go through in an effort to point people to Christ. Little did I know how hard that would be.

Gracie survived her first open-heart surgery, but the other baby down the hall with a similar heart defect didn’t. Gracie made it through her next surgery, but her roommate did not.

I flailed and I flailed hard. Never in my sheltered life had I ever been exposed to such suffering. I questioned God’s goodness and the cracks in my faith were utterly exposed. But now, I was trapped because I felt strongly called to document it for all to see.

Through all the pain and uncertainty, God has used the suffering to bring me to a new place of trust in Him. I had heard that He was good, but now I have seen. I had heard that he was faithful, but now I have tasted.

In the past five years of Gracie’s life, God has proven Himself to me. Despite all my questions and doubt, He hasn’t left me fatherless. I don’t have all the answers, but I am convinced more than ever that God is good. And, because He is good, He can be trusted.

For the month of February (American Heart Month), all of the proceeds of the book will go to both Samaritan’s Purse Heart Project, which arranges life-saving surgeries for children in medically disadvantaged countries, and Make-A-Wish. Order your copy of Unexpected Grace: When Your Child is Born with Half a Heart today.

Annie B. Garman is a pastor’s wife and mother to four excitable girls. She loves a good story, especially when it involves God transforming lives. The Garmans live in Northern Virginia where they serve at Pillar Church. Annie shares her thoughts on motherhood, mayhem, and the meaning of life at anniebgarman.com.

About Angela Yuriko Smith

A former news journalist, Angela Yuriko Smith retired from that world to focus full time on her own writing. Her prose and poetry have been published in several print and online publications, including the “Horror Writers Association's Poetry Showcase” vols. 1-3, “Christmas Lites” vols. 1-6 and the “Where the Stars Rise: Asian Science Fiction and Fantasy” anthology. She also has nearly 20 books which include dark and speculative fiction for YA and adults, books for children and two collections of poetry. Her first collection of poetry, “In Favor of Pain,” has been nominated for an 2017 Elgin Award. When not writing, she teaches creative writing at Northwest Florida State College.
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